Thursday, October 28, 2010

OSCE

stesen 1 - borg order ubat n medication procurement.
stesen 2- cytotoxic drug - give pre- chemotheraphy counseling
stesen 3- total parenteral nutrition - calculation
stesen 4- out patient prescription - give counseling about inhaler (budesonide and salbutamol)
stesen 5- in patient prescription- medication dispensing
stesen 6 -drug information service - answer doctor's call- entertain their request- journals provided

hari ni exam OSCE. Objective Structured Clinical Examination ( jolokalih namo yo!) face lecturer one by by and answer their Question for 10 minutes. before that u r given 10 minutes to prepare.

wonderful and good method of evaluation despite 'vomiting' all the notes in the paper (don't mind if u don't agree )

reference for juniors, reminder for myself. gratitude to seniors for their guide.

OVERCOME LIMITATIONS. THINK BIGGER.
FINAL EXAM SEM 1 YEAR 3
MAA TAUFIQ WA NAJAH.


Tuesday, October 19, 2010

novel






17 october 2010 Selesai membaca saasatul ibad, sebuah lagi karya agung faisal tehrani. Kembali ke alam melayu lama. Memahami. Mengerti. Menghayati.

Faisal tehrani berpesan di nota pengarang. ‘selamat dikejutkan, jangan katakan yang saya tidak berpesan dari awal’..ha, menarik sekali kata- kata pembukaan.begitu mengujakan. Mengundang minat. Tercari- cari di mana kejutan itu.

Bukan sedikit rasa bosan dan mengantuk. Bab pengajaran ilmu- ilmu sebagai political players@pemain politik@saasatul ibad acap kali diakhiri dengan tertidur. Tinggi bahasa. Dalam makna. Hilang sabar, tinggalkan sahaja dulu. Habiskan kisah di zaman pemerintahan Sultan Mahmud Mangkat di julang. Uweek, memang serasa ingin muntah tatkala menghampiri klimaks cerita ini. Dan semestinya terkejut seperti yg dijanjikan pengarang!!

Acap kali kala tiba di bahangian bahasa melayu klasik (aneh bg saya) dan pantun yg dalam maknanya, saya perlu membaca dengan kuat untuk lebih menghayati.ha~

Saasatul ibad adalah bimbingan rohaniah Dato Utama Mahdi Hasan untuk Tun Abdul Jalil dalam menyediakan beliau sebagai pelaku siasah yang hebat. Inilah didikan dalam usaha projection beliau untuk melahirkan pemimpin yang berkebolehan dan berkemampuan.

Teringat tatkala membaca karya Paramoedya Ananta Toer, sasterawan agung Indonesia. Ummi dan Abah tidak henti- henti berdiskusi tentang karya beliau. Ada 4@ 5 novel beliau. Ia rentetan. (Anak Bumi, Rumah Kaca…). Diskusi mereka begitu menarik minat, saya menekuni seusai peperiksaan PMR. Belajar menghargai kehidupan. Bukan mudah hidup di bawah naungan penjajah dan berhempas pulas memperjuangkan kemerdekaan.

Masih teringat tatkala meberitahu abah, “Abah, kak long baru habis baca Tenggelamnya Kapal Van der Wick Buyya Hamka”. Kata abah, buku tu sangat best. Tak boleh berhenti baca tengah- tengah jalan sebab pasangan kekasih tu sentiasa saling berbalas surat.haha,tergelak saya abah kata gitu. Tulis buyya Hamka di nota pengarang. Semua orang mengutuk saya sewaktu saya menghasilkan novel ini. Kata mereka bagaimana mungkin seorang ulama menghasilkan novel cinta. Jujurnya, bukan sekali dua sewaktu pembacaan ,saya melopong membaca tulisan-tulisan cintan cintun karya ulama itu. Owh,benarkah ni tulisan buyya Hamka?bukan novel alaf 21? Kerana cinta adalah anugerah, tulis beliau lagi.

Peperiksaan akhir semester akan bermula kurang dari 2 minggu. Ada timbunan nota yg perlu dihabiskan. Ada lautan ilmu yg perlu di gali. Berikan saya kata-kata aluan yang hebat.moga mengundang minat dan ketabahan yang jitu untuk menghadapinya. =)

selamat membaca.selamat mencari ilmu.

Tuhan kurniakan kami pemimpin yang beriman dan berikan kami kekutan padu untuk berpegang teguh pada ajaran agama MU.amen.

p/s- terima kasih hannah pinjamkan saasatul ibad yang hebat! =)

Thursday, September 30, 2010

in loving memories of my lovely grandmother -TOK




masih terbayang- bayang tatkala mengutip bunga kenanga di halaman rumah. kata tok, 'ni bubuh dalam rambut, nanti bau sedak'
masih terbau- bau wanginnya haruman rambut beliau setiap kali tok melepaskan ikatan sanggulnya.
( i cannot stop myself from remembering the sweet smell of her hair every time she recoil her sanggul)



waktu kecil bersama tok, saya tidak pernah makan jagung dengan menggigit terus jagung yg telah direbus dari batangnya. tok akan meleraikan satu demi satu kepingan jagung, menyusunnya di dalam pinggan kecil. 'makang hok ni je' kata tok. dan dari kecil saya selalu berharap saya dapat makan jagung dengan menggigit dari batangnya... sekarang saya rindu untuk makan jagung yg telah di asingkan...


my bed time story waktu kecil adalah sume cerita pak pandir. sume tok ceritakan. saya tidur dengan tok dan tokki. tok akan bercerita sampai tokki marah. 'bo, bo, tidor'. kemudian baru kami tidur. sume versi cerita pak pandir, saya dah tahu kisahnya. tapi bila saya mula pandai membaca, kisah2 pak pandir yang tok ceritakan tak sama dengan apa yang saya baca, ada beberapa perubahan yang saya tak boleh terima.huhu. 'ummi, bakpe cerita ni lain..dok macam hok tok cerite pun'. saya lupa bagaimana respon ummi.


bila makin dewasa, setiap kali pulang tok akan ambik masa yang lama untuk mengenali saya. ni kak long aja, anok mo sidah...kak long aja ni tok'. berulang- ulang kali perlu memperkenalkan diri..sangat gembira bila beliau mula ingat. 'owh, kak long aja'.tok sedaya upaya berjalan ke bilik depan rumah beliau yang panjang itu untuk melihat saya. 'mung besor doh, sedaknya jadi orang mude'. kisah- kisah zaman muda beliau adalah momento- moneto indah yang sering diceritakan dan di ulang- ulang.

hujung- hujung usia, beliau sangat sensitif, mudah merajuk. bukan senang untuk dipujuk.

26 September 2010. pulang ke Rahmatulah, nenda ku yang dikasihi.
masih terasa dan terimbau setiap saat indah bersama beliau...

teringat pernah membaca sesuatu yg berbunyi begini dalam sekian banyak karya Harun Yahya:

menjadi wanita itu indah
dari lahir disayangi, dibelai, dididik dengan penuh kasih dan manja oleh ibu dan ayahnya,
menganjak dewasa dinikahi dan dimuliakan sebagai seorang isteri
bertambah usia, barangkali jelitanya berkurang, tapi rahmat yang dibawanya bertambah. dengan kehadiran anak- anak, zuriat penyeri hidup.
bertambah lagi usia, makin jelas sinar tua dan usang namun tatkala itu beliau adalah ratu. dikellingi cucu cicit yang sentiasa dahagakan perhatian dan kasih sayang dari neneknya.
berbahagialah dirimu


moga ditempatkan bersama mereka yang dirahmati ALLAH.

ku titipkan doa penghubung kasih. tak terputus hubungan ini dalam doa dan kasih kami,
anak- menantu, cucu cicit yang senantiasa menyayangimu.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

walk the talk

bismillahi nabda'
serdang: tingginya mesin ni- melebihi 152 cm

serdang: ni vaksin untuk itik


bangi:hujan renyai2 tatkala kami sampai disini usai solat jumaat~


I plan to do something with my research The Role of CYP2C9 Gene Polymorphism in Pharmacogenetic Practise but end up writing something here.~


My preceptor dah tanya. hajar,how's everything doing? ya,ya fine. i'll submit by next week (apa pun blom buat lagi..) motivation needed.


Currently My blog seems to be personal experience documentation of a pharmacy student.hu~


Last friday, we went for industrial visit at KL. stay overnight at IIUM gombak. went to UPM serdang, and CCM pharmaceutical manufacturing company in Bangi. the visit is great. i honestly schocked mula2 masuk kilang CCM. alah, kenapa sebijik mcm pilot plan (pilot plan adalah kilang di bangunan Kuliyyah of Pharmacy). sebijik cuma besar dan berfungsi ;p..tentulah sama sebab tu requirement good manufacturing procedure (GMP). kilang bersih dan teratur. i plan to jump into industrial field once i complete my compulsory service. yeay!



next thursday is our very first time going to hospital for attachment. clinical pharmacy mcm sgt menakutkan. terlalu sering bermonolog sendirian..napelah aku wat pharmacy yg susah ni?huhu


the post entitle walk the talk because our lecturer told us it time to see and have a walk to such places which we always talk to u about.






Ramadhan is coming by next week. Alhamdulillah. Ahlan2 ya Ramadhan.






Have a bless Ramadhan everyone=)






May He accept our ibadah and Ramadhan brings nothing but closer to Him. insya ALLAH.






Ramadhan kareem=)

Friday, June 25, 2010

di kedai farmasi..


In the name of ALLAH The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Highest thankful and appreciation to Almighty God for allowing us to breathe again up to this very moment.

Thanks ALLAH, today I ended my second part of community posting during my relax, less-pressure, long, leisure and pleasure 3 months semester break holiday before I start my 3rd year of my undergraduates life. Life unexpectedly moves so fast as in a blink of an eye.

I started my posting on 31st of May until 3rd of June. Have a week break due to school holiday as my boss when for balik kampung and complete another week from 14th of June until 20th of June.

Apart from attending community pharmacy I also went to clinic to get 50 prescriptions. ~ okay, not actually really going to clinic~ I went to met the pharmacist which happen to be my mum’s friend and here I got, a BUNCH of prescription.

The second part of community posting exposed me a lot of community pharmacy life. I indulge myself in OTC (over the counter- medicines that are not exclusively find in pharmacy alone but also can be bought at kedai runcit kampung,Mydin Mall etc such as panadol, ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak) and hard to decipher doctor’s handwriting prescription.

My boss, known as Encik Yusof is a soft spoken middle aged man with 8 kids and A wife. First, I called him but he never being at his shop ( it easy to do business, you can come anytime you want.huhu~) En. Yusof bleh x sy wat posting sini sekali lg ? (I already menyibuk at his shop last year. I love to come here because I can come and go back anytime I want. I LIKE, I LIKE..his workers are kind hearted and friendly and knowledgeable ‘bout all drugs and stuff in the shop (malu je, they know far,far,far better than me!)

The first day I came. It was 2 pm. You want to start today or tomorrow?. Esok lah, I said. Okay, I want to pick up my kids from school now. (buat business senang, anak2 pun terjaga..promoting community pharmacy..huu~)

The next day I came boss explain everything regarding the first part of my posting requirement: Dispensing Service. Bla, bla, bla, bla…face to face lecture for more than 2 hours. End at 12 noon I hurriedly drove my family back to Kuala Terengganu. My aunty peacefully passed away. Al- Fatihah. May ALLAH bless her for all her kindness and reward her paradise. Amen.

The next day and onwards on that week I went there and do nothing except for observing people (best pastu bosan :p ). Customer comes and go, workers busy doing errands and serve customer. It quiet interesting =

Ubat ni buleh make’ dgn budu dok?

Mek, acu hulur ubat hok warno hijau 5 ya sutir tu..

Wat mari ubat sakit urat… (lepas siap bungkus)..eh, x se hok ni..wat mari hok molek sekali, mahal pun x po.

Prescriptions are not really useful in pharmacy shop. Customers come and only ask ‘glibenclamide please’

Customers stick to the stigma that the cheaper the medicine, less effective it will be.

Customers also trust you.

Molek ko ubat batuk ni?

Molek..

Ok, beli.

Customers are well informed and they need your help:

Customer: I need advice regarding something, I read this article, I think I possess the symptoms stated. I am having arthritis but still at early stage I believe. I am taking traditional preparation but I afraid it contains steroid bcoz it really makes me feel better. Do you have anything to say?

Pharmacist: we don’t have medicine for arthritis yet. I can only give you pain- killer.

Customer: it’s ok then but this herbal medicine really trouble me.

Pharmacist: let me have a look, oh I am not quite sure, it’s not stated here but you can take glucosamine as a supplement.

Customer: oh ya, glucosamine, I read about it somewhere..what is it actually? A glucose?

Facing well- knowledge patients/ customers you will bombarded with thousands of questions. Be prepared!

The next week I didn’t go to the pharmacy. Boss said he want to balik kampung. It’s a school holiday and he asks me to come back another coming week, Okay boss!

Next week I came, boss is not here.

Sunday- no

Monday-no

Tuesday-no

Wednesday- no… ops, but he called me. Boss: Oh my God, I am really sorry I forget about you (me: ahah, interesting! Forget about me luckily I still cross your mind in the middle of the week. Haa~)

He asks me to come back next Sunday. Don’t worry boss, I have a lot to do here. I have long list of OTC products to be determine. Have a nice holiday & save journey. (hee~ sure, I am a polite young girl) ;p

Next Sunday, I queued to meet him along with another salesman. Salesman always come to sell their products..ohaa. I finally manage to see him. He deciphers all the prescriptions. It is truly awesome, doctor’s handwriting is definitely WORST! I can’t believe myself my boss can read it.

To future doctors please improve your handwriting and makes pharmacist life easier. Together we make this world a better place to live. Yeay!!

Decipher the prescriptions, discuss about it legal requirement, drug dosage, polypharmacy (same indication of drugs being prescribed in the same prescription), drug- drug interaction and many more. (Read my report if you can bear it.hehe~)

Next OTC products: I read out all products I determined and I mixed up poison & OTC..urgh, need to do it again.

Me: antihistamine CLARITYNE

Boss: no, poison

Me: weight control XENICAL

Boss: no, poison

Me: external analgesic VOREN PLUS GEL

Boss: no, poison…my, my al poisons items are in the mirror and I locked it. Don’t get confused.

Me: arggggggghhhh!!

Okay, I end up until today.

Shall come again to submit my report.

Thank you En. Yusof for valuable knowledge. Thanks also to all his workers for helping me a lot, kak wani, kak ti, kak dah =)

Now here I am: not completing my report yet. This report sure curse me…eeerggghh. semangat2!siapkan report!

“So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more dangerous to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man’s living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.”
— Chris McCandless

quote from:http://aru.blog.friendster.com/2008/03/chris-mccandless-quotes/

p/s: happy coz finally write something for my blog.he