don't doubt

Do not doubt I love you, eventhough
My actions may have undermined my word
We could be as connubial as birds
Had I not led my wild longings show
I cannot help wanting to devour
All the world that comes before my eyes
But more than all the world is that which lies
Within the precious circle of our bower
I'll do anything to keep you with me
our love will last as long as you have will
Despite my untamed need, my love is still
A rock against the surges of the sea

nice words ~

don't understand me,

just love me

PT is very challenging..

what a relief to see those words hanging in Mdm D's door while heading out after consultation.

smile ~

i do.

The wedding diary

Bismillah hirrahmanirrahimwal hamdallah.

This is my very first story since i got married.

I would like to start write things using mahathir mohamad blogging style.he (saje, try)

So many things happen pre, during, and post wedding.

Thanks goodness, i still remember everything vividly

The 5 months holiday will end this weekend.

I changed status from being engaged to become madam within this period while completing my 4 hours credit industrial training and doing research project with a bunch of a very good friends. Love u all (^.^)

Heading toward UiTM Puncak Alam after final exam with tqa & ayu. Dan juga 2 lab assistants yang baik hati kak hazan & bro.. buat balik experiment yg masa year 2 dulu aje. Cuma alat2 di sini lebih canggih. Jadi cepat sket dapat result. Belajar buat DNA primer, PCR . UiTM sangat tenang dan besar dan mewah.selepas Dr. Wan tinggalkan kitorg di situ, kami panjat bukit naik tangga yang lagi hebat dari tangga batu caves untuk ke puncak yg ada asrama. Sampai ats tu, tanak turun2 dah.exteremely exhausted~.

A week before my engagement day, abah involved in an accident with a motorcycle while crossing the road walking by himself. The injury was a bit critical. However, abah is recovering well. The whole week he was very weak and ummi was all out for the preparation.

Alhamdulillah, both mak cik ma, our neighbour and my parents friend help our family with the preparation. Mok cook such a delicious foods. Everything went on well. Everybody in my nucleus family were present. Alhamdulillah, abah is still week but everything went on smoothly. Once it pass, i was wondering how fast it happen whilst the preparation is very tiring.huhu

Next 2 months of our engagement i went for industrial training at ain medicare sdn bhd. I learn a lot about industrial things but more importantly being circled by gorgeous ladies from UiTM, my wonderful friends of IIUM, i learn a lot on self grooming, improving self presentation. Intie share a lot her experience as a wife and daughter in law. I pray hard everyday may Allah make everything easy for me, insya ALLAH.

The weeding.

The most crucuial part of the story.

Penuh ujian jgk saya rasa. A nite before akad nikah, najihah, whom i ask to help pick my friends at the bus station sms me saying she won’t be able to do so because her grand mother just passed away. I was shocked and panicked, asking my cousin kak we to help me pick them tomorrow. That nite, kak we, mok and kak teh tak tidor, goreng ayam and all stuff for tomorrow’s reception. Saya plak tertidor bersalut inai. Pukul 5 pagi tersedar, terus ke kb. Tikah dan syafiza dari perak dah sampai. Tapi ila dan kak chik blom sampai dari kl. Kl jem teruk semalam sebab polis buat road block sempena bersih. Menunggu mereka berdua, Allah beri kesempatan untuk saya solat subuh terakhir sebagai gadis bujang berjemaah di Masjid Muhammadi, Alhamdulillah, inilah hikmahnya =). Intie selaku mak andam berjanji nak datang awal kol 8 tapi sy terpaksa msj dia. Intie, lambat sket deh, pengantin busy. Huhu. Alhamdulillah dalam 8.30 ila dan kak cik sampai. Kami terus pulang sambil singgah di kedai sky net nak tengok samada hadiah perkahwinan bunner dan bunting dari azli dah sampai ke blom. Tp skynet tutup, sgt kecewa. Pulang ke rumah, hantar kawan2 ke homestay dan lantas bersiap. Intie sampai dan terus make up. Alhamdulillah. Pergi ke masjid untuk nikah. Tunggu imam dulu.lambat sket dia.hehe. syukur. Sekejap sahaja dan sah menjadi isteri. Tergamam pun ada juga. Tak sangka mudahnya, dah jadi isteri org, tapi cabaran yang dilalui sebelum ini tidak kurang hebatnya.

Pulang ke rumah dihantar suami, wah wah dah ada suami. Huhu. Sume kwn2 ain medicare dah sampai. Famili pun dah sampai semua, sgt bahagia. Lepas sembahyang zohor, salin baju dan makeup lagi. Kawan2 rx7 sis memenuhi blik pengantin yang disiapkan oleh gotong royong semua adik beradik. Huhu. Pengantin lelaki sampai, sesi mengenal2, makan2, solat asar, bersurai. Sekejap sahaja, sume berlalu dgn pantas. Alhamdulillah.

Terima kasih ke mak cik ma sebab sponsor persiapan perkahwinan; pelamin, bekas hantaran, alas duduk nikah, bunga2 yang sgt cantik, rezeki yang sangat tak disangka. Allahu akbar. Mok yang masak sgt sedap, majlis sgt hebat sbb makanan sgt spesel.sume saudara mara yang byk tolong. Dan paling terima kasih untuk ummi abah dan adik- beradik yang sangat bersusah payah untuk perkahwinan ini. Alhamdulillah. Hebatnya keluarga kita. Pelbagai ujian ditempuh, pelbagai nikmat tuhan beri. ALLAHU Akbar.

Terima kasih tuhan atas nikmat kasih sayang keluarga dan perkahwinan ini. Redhai kehidupan kami di dunia dan di akhirat =) amen.